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Runaway Soul Poetrymy search for meaning 7月21日 DepressionWorry, worry Hurry, hurry ruminate, create a negative seed in the mind germinates Trinity Keller ~ 7-21-2009 2月7日 My MomBorn of Irish and German descent
She had a Mother who was emotionally distant
Raised when society was economically bereft
Then the '37 flood took what little was left
She watched their new radio float down the street
Forced to leave home, rising water at her feet
In the alley she shot marbles with the boys
These were her precious toys
She had no bedroom, shared a couch
There were many things my Mom lived without
Her wedding picture in ordinary dress
During WW II extravagance was less
Seven children she and Dad made
Of these seven, two could not be saved
Her husband died when she was about forty-five
Left with her two youngest children
She managed to survive
When life threw my mom lemons
She made lemonade
She's mighty little, she's little but mighty
Patient as creeping English Ivy
She is the salt of the Earth
Has strength and perseverance
Like the raw earth in which she loves to plant and play
She is molded by the trials that blew her way
Strong as bamboo, solid as jade
Softly flexible, a sapling willow tree
Gently bent from life's winds blowing free
She is the beauty of a splashing sunset
Multi-colored and rare
Or like that huge full moon that rises
To it's apex in the air
She smells of mingling spices
Cinnamon, chives and sage
Warm chocolate chip cookies
Don't forget those devilled eggs!
She mixes up her own home cooking
Just like a master chef
Yet there's a special little something
One big dose of love if I had to guess
Today she owns her little robin's nest
This matriarch is the seed
For a myriad of descendents
A loving, prolific breed
For her family and home
She has said she is truly blessed
Independent like a bird, a lot like and eagle
Warm and cuddly like a beagle
With a sweet and simple soul
Indeed, she is my hero
However, one thing is for certain
Because it's hard to find her sins
That one day the gates of heaven
Will gladly open to let her in.
12/2003
11月19日 Grief We are all victims of circumstance
to a degree, at one time or another
At nine years old
I survived the death of my Father
Then the loss of my husband
To divorce and to death
Daily I survive physical pain
Praying God will release me
The loss of friends to
Drugs, betrayal, suicide
Lord forgive us for
We know not what we do
At times we are smoking weapons
At times we can all be the fragmented shells
That fall from the smoking weapons of life.
Trinity Keller 11~2008
10月21日 Inspired On a church bus to Nashville
From Louisville
To witness our preacher's ministry far away
My dearest friend, my partner in Christ
His faith does never sway
I knew that hurt nine-year old boy
Who cried no tears of joy
I know that fifty year old man
Who now cries tears of joy
He relentlessly studies the Word every moment he can
I'm left behind disabled
Though completely inspired by this man.
Trinity Keller 10~21~2008
Technofeeling In the beginning
God created the world
Man, Woman and Meaning
Then Jesus gave us the Word
Towards the end humankind created
TECHNOLOGY
So our lives could be easier
Though it is everything but that
Now we are all apologies, mea culpa?
Busy, busy, busy
Busy working
Busy earning
Being too busy affording advanced technology
Now technology has trumped morality
We are isolated giving
Cold apologies
For the Lie
And manufactured Idealogy
In the end I know God wins.
Trinity Keller 10~21~2008
2月26日 Bluebirds of HappinessSoftly, sweetly the sun warms
As I reverently open wide my arms
Feeling light as a wishing seed
The wind blows into my soul the humility I need
Loving bluebirds of happiness swarm then perch
Upon my limbs, flying toward my whistling search
My hands I shape as little cups to catch the coming rain
That becomes the Holy Spirit Who ignites my life in flame
Oh Saint Francis won't you care now for my loving creature?
He loyally showed me essential lessons life has to feature
The fluffly ones are one of God's greatest teachers
All God's creatures are my hope, my happiness
Oh Saint Francis won't you care now for my loving creature?
Trinity Keller 2~2008 12月11日 ShatteredHe glittered like gold
I was smitten by his charm
My was he bold!
A jewel among gems
multifaceted, yet facetious, factitious
a deep complex mystery this man
But that was then
Now all I see is the cheap shallowness of glass
a real smart ass
having shattered into broken pieces
sharp, cynical edges cut deeply
into my bleeding liberal heart and skin
His shine and charm ceases
I see right through him
the bleeding from my skin flowing free
unashamed for all to see
bleeding, needing
once again
Trinity Keller ~ December 2007 11月8日 Mr MississippiI ran away
to something just a bit better
than a cheap hotel
Hanging out in the lobby
nothing else to do
I start in on a Computer Game
When behind my back
(No not exactly the gunfighter's seat)
Enter: Big Mississippi Man
in kewl cowboy boots
his footfalls are loud
confident, proud
Turning I see
One tall, sweet drink of...water
Now I'm just minding in my mind
my own mind's Business
While he takes a seat with his Business Friends
and they set their mind's to their
Big Business
My Game continues
Ohh the Runaway
As if on cue we head for
Coffee
with a slow Southern Pace
Mr Mississippi and I meet face to face
that's when his NUMBER enters my space
Then we part
without a
Trace
Trinity Keller ~ 11-08-2007
10月27日 Reach For MeHey
HEY!
You've never really known me
Though I was born into our family
All these years hiding behind a joke
legerdemain, mirrors, smoke
You only saw me playing fun
While I've always been
the lonely, melancholy one
But always ready and willing to do
Right there for each one of you
As I grow older
As time is passing
Life feels colder
How I miss you all
Since I was thrown off a pedestal
And I'm still heart-broken from that fall
Reach for me, reach for me
Please forgive me
Reach for me, reach for me
Tell me you love the melancholy me
Reach for me, reach for me
Just love me, just love me, just love me...
Trinity Keller~ 10-27-2007 9月23日 Untitled Sunset
sun playing
through my
lashes
I remember
how we used to love
There's time
now for me
to think,
cold wind
blows my face
tugs at my
hands holding
my coat.
I remember
our life
angry words
desolate tears
why wasn't love
enough?
Sunlight has
left me
making the the cold
colder
a symbol
of
my mood.
Trinity Keller~1978
7月26日 Voyager The road stretches long ahead of me
Many paths and choices I see
I was floundering, so lost, when first we met
Now my mind and heart are set
Upon a deeper vision, white and blue
Down a path for me without you
Fan the flame
Let it rain
Fan the flame
Feel the pain
The path is beckoning, the door stands wide
My burning candle inside
Dreams to fulfill, enriching my life
My way is clear, you are fading from sight
My heart fills with sadness to finally go
A world awaits, a world awaits
~Trinity Keller 1993 6月7日 Circle Dogs A blustery March evening, wet and cold
Small expectations of another birthday, feeling old
Great Expectations by Dickens is open in my lap
Under a cozy quilt to my breast I am wrapped
My three dogs curled in circles to stay warm
Circle dogs everywhere keeping me from harm
My runaway soul tonight sits content
I lounge in this wealth
It has not cost me a cent
3~2007 Trinity Keller
5月18日 Untiltled You
understood when
nobody else could
or would
You
made my pain
stop
hurting and pulling
me
in directions I did not need
to go
You
truly liked me
and it grew and so did
I
cultivated, nurtured
like a flower from the earth
You love me
and I feel beautiful and
happy
For all these
reasons tho'
for all your
ways
for this I love
you
for this, I'll miss
You
Trinity Keller ~ 1987 2月16日 Tarot Love King of cups
Have you given up,
Has your tidal love washed out to sea,
Never to return to me?
The Hermit she tries
to hide all her pain inside
a hard shell
though not well
Just newly-weds
But the dream is dead
Could there be some hope
Among the bones?
Trinity Keller August~1995
2月5日 Seven Deadly Sins It's between me and Jesus you know
Between silk, booze and sex, hilarity
austerity and sobriety, celibacy and sadness
A conflict within, what will win
Of guilt, lushness
The seven deadly sins
Between myself and the gates of heaven stands a promise
For Crissakes my skin looks so old
Right at this moment my heart is cold
Because no good deed goes unpunished
Look there my halo tarnished
Trinity Keller 2~2007
1月6日 Emotional Weather This is just a little song I wrote after too many days of rain. Has sort of a country air...
I need a little bit of sunshine
Gettin' tired of the rain
I need a little bit of lovin'
Gettin' tired of the pain
It's lookin' like it's never gonna stop
And just a carry me away
I'm tired of watchin' all the raindrops
I can't take another day
I'm floatin' in my little boat of love
Rockin' down Denial River
Rain keeps on from up above
And I'm not a real good swimmer
I need a little bit of solid ground
Gettin' tired of the sway
I need a love that's gonna stick around
Not just pack and run away
I need a litle bit of sunshine...
Trinity Keller 5-2002
11月22日 Calling Home Late at night, Patti and me
At Waffle House sometime around three
Behind us two young kids
Weathered, worn and on the skids
One talks on a cell phone
Plugged in behind the jukebox
Needing help from Denver, calling home
Just boys calling home, eighteen and sixteen
Telling us their story about where they've been
A cold rainy Kentucky night in November
A night I'll always remember
We and the tatooed cook
Saw the terrified look
We didn't try to should
Only one big love and a little good
Into the back of her pick-up
The wayward boys jumped
We dropped them at the on ramp
Gave a twenty dollar bill to each
Prayed then blessed their feet
That Denver they would reach
Trinity Keller written November 2006 10月30日 Bad Decisions Bad Decisions
Bad decisions, lost religion
Don't know what's right
What is left? Flying kites or soul fights
Bad decisions, bad, decisions
Guess I don't know how to choose
Except baby I know how to lose
I hate this world
Hate all the troubles
Come sit down, hold me, cuddle
Maybe I'll forget a while and stop all my struggle
Bad decisions, bad decisions
Guess I don't know how to choose
Except baby, I know how to lose
I'm growing old, insane, inane
Incoherent, apparently abberant
They're passing labels across tables
No I haven't got a chance
I'm all too familiar with that judgmental glance
Bad decisions, bad, decisions
Don't know shit about love
There's Agape up above
Jesus simply call me home
On this rolling ball I'm all alone
Trinity Keller 10`2002
grunge song 10月19日 WallsWALLS
Oh how many times I have said goodbye
I do count on every beat of my heart
But doesn't tell me why
All whom I've truly loved depart
Once again a soul against my soul
Strangers who bump in the night
They see my shining diamond, settle for coal
Though I do it too, erect walls that keep hope out of sight
How many times have I said goodbye
Goodbye my friend
Goodbye again
Trinity Keller 10/19/2006 9月12日 Jumpin'Through HoopsThe merry-go-round goes 'round and 'round
I run just like a weasel
Painted ponies don't really run
It's just an illusion
Why let this twister
Spin me 'round like a top?
Pretty carousel won't stop
Nor does the swirl of liqour in a cup
And the rides shed comical lights
against the canopy of night
like a July sparkler stabs the night
I shriek with fear and scream delight
And I cannot get off the damn ride
And I wonder why I stay here
And the carney is sweeping up
All the dregs of the day's fun
I walk home slowly
dead leaves, darkess around
Walking blinded home
Feeling empty and alone
Chances are I'll return to the merry-go-round
And carniville again
and again
Trinity Keller July 2006
Rss Syndicated 7月27日 Past in Behind Today turns into yesterday
becoming the past that turns into ago
a head to leave the past behind
Sometimes we have to leave something behind
Sometimes we choose to leave something behind
Sometimes our behinds turn up ahead
Sometimes our heads turn up in our behinds.
Trinity Keller
July 27 2006 7月8日 A Principle"There is a principle which is a bar against all information, which is proof against all arguments and which cannot fail to keep a man in everlasting ignorance-that principle is contempt prior to investigation."-Herbert Spencer...from AA big book ListingI am a fish without fins
listing in the water towards a low bottom
A fish in a dry river bed
a school fish but I lost them
a fish out of water, I cannot breathe
others in my school I cannot please
I'm a well without water, grew up without a Father
Mentally drained, like an empty train
emotionally bankrupt, disabled without an aim
no success can I claim
A shapeless peg without a hole
A stone that cannot roll
An empty outline of a woman
I once hoped to be
The wind won't fill my sails
Placated, berated, always told I failed
A soul with an irreparable hole
The stitches on the patch are giving
I'm growing so tired of living
written 7/8/2006
Trinity Keller
6月21日 I NeedI need a friend
who doesn't borrow
money without paying it back in the morrow
one who doesn't smoke crack
I need a friend
who will more often come back
I need a friend who hasn't spent time in the pen
full of stories of what he did when he was in
I need a friend
without armed service PTSD
who drinks way too much
then sees me as the enemy
I need a friend
whose not dying from alcoholism
telling stories of eleven months
and twenty-nine days in the county prison
I need a friend
not addicted to prescription drugs
on the pity-pot looking at me
for unconditional love
I need a friend
who doesn't steal money from my purse
saying how their life is the absolute worst
I need a friend
who doesn't stare at my breasts
that I'm the sexiest oh yes I'm the best
I need a friend
without stories about
guns and bookies, sex and drugs that I doubt
I need a neighbor
whose dog doesn't shit square in my yard
whose son smokes that crack
and man is he wired
Man I need a neighbor
with a voter registration card
I need my family
who shows they give a damn
I need my family
to love who I am
I need a government
who doesn't sell out
who cares for the people
whose not such in doubt
written 6-21-06
Trinity Keller 6月14日 The WellMy plate is empty, my cup is full
The well now filled with water
Cool and fresh while in a lull
Reflects my essence so well
I wanted to love you, believed that I would
Still it just was not enough
Now buckets of tears spill as they should
Making waves that appear so rough
Essence to essence
Well to well
It looks as if the tides may swell
To swallow me or cradle me
It's simply too soon to tell
My well is full of water
just for the one who could partake
While the winds of change blow hard against
The one it will forsake
I pray someday he'll understand
Why I left him in the wake
Essence to essence
Well to well
May never come to pass
But at least I live my life in truth
May God forgive my sins transgressed
I need to travel this path alone
Because I've made that choice
But sometimes in my dreams he walks with me
Oh how I rejoice!
Essence to essence
Well to well
Soon all the elements will swell
To burn in me, swiftly carry me
Towards a life full of water in the well
Trinity Keller
written December 2001
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3 月 26 日
MuellerJM I发表:
Have A Wonderful Day!
I hope you have a truly wonderful day today, I hope the sun shines brightly and your morning brew tastes I wish you success in whatever you do.
May you go through today,
right from the start,
with a spring in your step
and a song in your heart.
I hope all your friends call to say "Hi"
to tell you how much they care about you,
and fill your day with gossip and jokes.
May you meet friendly faces on the street,
and find helping hands where ever you go,
May your day be free from worries and cares,
with happiness around every corner.
Let your day end just as well as it began,
with the silvery glow of the moon watching you
and bathing you in its magical light.
I hope when you're comfy and snuggled in bed,
your head resting on a pillow as soft as a cloud,
you close your eyes,and sleep with a smile,
and dream the sweetest of dreams.
But most of all I hope that everyday,
is as wonderful for you as today,
and just as special
11 月 19 日
 Thanks for the memories!
3 月 21 日
 All the best to you from Alabama! Mitch
3 月 17 日
BerryBrent发表:
Hey Trin,
you ok?
B
3 月 15 日
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